that flicker in the corner of my screen.
ohhh.
and its 2am too.
hmmm
i tried yesterday and
the green went to white
in a flash
should i again today?
the green might stay on a little while longer.

after 2012,
i started thinking,
is it really all that bad that IF the mentioned apocalypse happens?
the world as we know it is pretty messed up.
but who am i to criticize?

when God told Noah to build the ark in the bible,
Genesis 6:13
the world was messed up too,
the people had turned from Him and stopped following Him.
instead they were blinded by their own greed and desires,
and thus He decided to wipe out the world's population
so as to serve as a lesson for those who survive
to keep to him, that He is the Almighty.

i somehow feel that, the people of today,
have begun that cycle again.
we questioned him, we turned from him.
what's to say that it wont happen again?

in the movie, they built arks so as to try and save as many people
as possible, not to mention the giraffe and elephants that were flying under the helicopters,
but the seats allocated were not given to those that deserved them,
but to those that had the most money,
overlooking the more spiritual reason why the apocalypse was happening.

if it really happens, how would u spend
the supposed last 2 years of your life?
would u try to make a difference to the people you know?
would you just ignore the 'warnings' and lead life as usual?
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waiting and waiting

A good lesson i learnt over the two years in school.

Just keep smiling.
Smile.
Its less tiring to keep smiling than frowning too=)

When there's good news, smile.
and when there's bad, smile too.

when the day feels like its never going to end, smile.
when you're having such a great time
that you hadn't realized time's past so fast, smile too.

during times that you feel that nothings going your way,
and that nothing feels right, smile.
and during those times that you feel just feel so great about yourself,
about the people that you surround yourself with, about the life you had/have/going to have,
take the time to smile too.

and remember the time, when you felt so frustrated, to stuffing a pillow to your face
and just screamed your lungs out,
all you should have done was smile.

when you take the time to re organize your thoughts,
to go through every nook and cranny of your mind,
sieving out all the decisions made,
be it ridiculously stupid or one that made a huge difference in your life,
smile at how wonderful and incredibly fantastic you are.
but don't forget to smile at the mistakes you have made,
its them, the stupid mistakes and decisions
that mould you as a person, to be some one like you are.

i know that there probably are a million and one things
that i could think of at the top of my head, that
would produce that upside down smile on my face.

but why should it?
just take it in my stride and not let them affect me.

Smile and be happy.
at least try